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cupmouse · 8 months ago

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Me when im actually interested in the subject im studying and i look forward to working on research and enriching my knowledge instead of dreading it . and i legitimately enjoy lectures and being in the studio and never want to miss things . and am actually speaking to lecturers who know who i am this year and getting involved in things outside of uni and staying on top of things . and my routine feels so good and im excited about learning and making work and im finally having the academic experience ive wanted for however long . :)

#i think first year was just so so overwhelming #living in my accom was so stressful i was in survival mode all the time #and spending so much of my time and energy worrying #feeling exhausted and unable to focus #which rlly rlly effected my experience w uni stuff #and im still proud of how i did in the midst of everything that was going on #but i didnt get the uni experience i wanted last year in terms of the actual uni work like at all #i didnt feel like i actually processed any of it and the work i made wasnt as good as it could have been if i had managed my time better #in comparison this year has been so so much better #im so happy. i feel like intellectually stimulated and challenged but in a way that is manageable and not stressful #idk how to word it but im just very happy. i feel so pushed to keep bettering myself as well #and keep learning new things and building my skills and unlearning bad habits that ive wanted to for so long #and its a slow process but i feel like im learning to think again and i know i will get there #ramble over #diary

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